I would refer to my master as Daddy, perhaps. I would have to use humiliating language as well. That way I would look forward to these sessions with both trepidation and excitement. I imagine my master would only allow me to cum during particularly brutal ass-stretchings and with heavy nipple clamps on. In my fantasies I am only allowed to cum once a week or two and when I do it must be the most humiliating way possible. There's something incredibly emasculating to have your cock and your sexuality placed in the hands of someone else. I would like my new master to control when and how I cum via a chastity belt. But the latter relationship seems rather strange and I don't know how it would work. The other is that he is gay and actually cares for me. One is that he, too, is straight and is just using me as fuck-meat.
Even just to know that someone read this is satisfying to me.Īs a straight man, the ultimate in sexual domination would be to be dominated and used by another man. Being that this is all a true confession of sexual secretes I've been keeping I would be very interested in any and all comments on this story. Instead, this story is more of a stream-of-consciousness confession of the fantasies I have. I could have rewritten it in the form of a narrative with characters and plot, but I think I will save that for some other time. The following story isn't a story so much as a confession.
